Complicated Love Story

He was 17 and I was 16 when we first met in my cousin’s marriage. I really liked his cool dude attitude, then after few days he sent me friend request on facebook. I accepted it because His personality attracted me and even had a crush on him.





We usually did chat for hours each day. Then one day he asked me out and I said yes but I wasn't really up to it. I grew to love him though, and everything felt plain perfect. I knew I never wanted to lose him. We broke up and got back together a lot...but it never felt like he didn't want me. I fell for his friend. He found out and got mad but he said he still loved me. I got over his friend soon enough but I found out he was cheating on me. I cried for days and days, but I was too much in love to break up with him. He texted me telling me he wanted to talk, I got scared. He said he was cheating on me and broke up with me. We don't talk anymore...but I still love him...I recently found out he likes my friend Shefali...I just can't deal with the pain of that...I wish I could be with him again.