BANG BANG!!! It's your b'dae

Googly woogly woosh!!!!
It's your first b'dae in our place
I never knew
whether we could afford you

As your shiny surface
reflected your lavish interiors
your lights emphasized
on our hearts more than on road
your eye catchy features
brought a smile on every look
your safety record
forced us to trust you
your sound system 
added dance aroma
your great mileage
added miles to our journey

"YOU are just a burden for ME"

Accident took my legs
then too you loved me

but yesterday when you said,
" you are just a burden for me"

My soul turned upside down
I tried to run away from your allegations
but that horrified image of YOU
kept me captivated.

I never thought
sweet spoken words
will turn into thorns
heart melting eyes
will turn into despise

Unsaid

Hello....... I know I should be writing the posts frequently......... but I'll not start giving you lame excuses that "Sorry ....... I'm busy now days , So can't write", or "Exams were going",........ or anything like that because I know my healthy audience is disappointed ......... Then too I would say " For you all I'm again writing". :)

This Poem written below is for my feelings which I can't express and they dealt some where with in ME. 
JUST A SMALL ATTEMPT

I said yes

I was not comfortable sitting beside him in my room , I shifted little aside. He was wearing formals with black shoes, It felt like he started preparing for this day weeks ago. Instead of concentrating on his looks I shifted my gaze on my SECRET diary, on which I wrote every point which should be possessed by my Mr. Right.

Five minutes passed by neither of us started the conversation, I never reacted in this way with any stranger. 

to break the silence I said, "Would you like some more tea?". He nodded 

Sleep

What is there
behind the wall of sleep
that take away my fears
fear of alone and despised
fear of being hurt by unknown eyes

a fraction of second
drift me in that world
unknown to me

I'm alone there
trying to catch
what I don't have here

Great get together with BFF

"Run, Run!!", I shouted out aloud.

We, three were running frantically but suddenly we felt like someone was following us. Minty pulled me in the room adjacent to our hostel.

I was totally blacked out, only words which echoed in my head "You are suspended.... you are suspended". But suddenly those words were overpowered by, "Shikha .... get up"

"Shikha!! get up"

Still confused, I took the blanket off my face and saw the time from the clock hanging for like ages in my room. "What mum!!! It's just 10:30 am and you are shouting like hell", I never stopped complaining about everything from getting up in the morning till the day's end.

"Your friends will be here any minute..... So get up and take a shower", my mum like every other mother wants her daughter to look perfect in front of every human beings ever existed on Earth.

“Shikha…. either hurry up or I’ll call your dad”, Mum frightened me

#Haiku 1

My first attempt in Haiku :) so would love to hear what title comes in your mind after reading this
So comment below what ever comes in your mind :)

Can I manage in morning?

"Di, Will you tell me where you have kept my tie", I asked my elder sister in a hurry while getting ready for college.

"God!!! where I kept it......... I think I should check my bag", I couldn't waste even a minute more, or else that watch man of our college will not let me in.

"Di ...... Have you seen my tie? ", I shouted to make sure she hear it.

"Just next to your computer", My di replied from down stairs.

"Have you seen my socks?", I was too annoyed now because I hate when I can't find my things where I kept it the day before [ Actually where I threw the day before :) ]

His superman again

Some day may be

My son will stand beside me

The way he used to be

May be he will hold my hand

and walk in the same pace

he will ignore my chit chat

and will consider me the super man

My looks will no longer matter to him

and I'll see my reflection in him

He will hug me hard 

and wait till I push him back 

with the cozy smile

My ACTIVA, My RIDE

You made it all easy
To hang out with friends
or run away from street lovers

To tease the dumb heads
or enjoy my day at fullest

To kick away the boredom
or kiss the new heights

Random thoughts

Picking apart memories, 
I look for something beautiful.
Painting the skies behind my eyes 
with paper-thin realities. 
I could curl up into a ball of regression. 
I could lay still in time with my blinders on, 
living a fantasy. 
But is that really me?

Art Of BUNKING!!!

To be true I'm bit of a lazy person, So avoid writing post on any other day. Sitting on my bed with hot chocolate milk and scratching my head to start with my post for next week......... then a strange but teenage most loved topic struck my head that is "BUNKING"

Actually today in my last lecture I heard some gossip that some students from first year were suspended for a week as they were caught red handed while sitting in canteen. So every student can't be lucky with bunks but yeah you can be good in it, if you keep few things clear in your mind.
So here I'll give you few tips on ART OF BUNKING

My first liebster award

Hey sorry +Preethi couldn't show off my award as I was busy with my regular college assignments and projects :( :(

The day when Preethi shared her liebster award with me I was literally too happy that I read her post many times :P :) So Preethi thanks for sharing your award with me ....... I don't know whether I was eligible or not but it really felt amazing :)

SHE is there

I was born
she is there
cradling in her arms
I don't know her
bt she is there smiling
why she smiles
when I cry

God take me away

Oh GOD! Let me walk
On the way meant for me
no pebble cut my feet
unless I walk on thee path
laid with roses and lilies

Oh God! let me enjoy
Life you made for me
with relations and friends
built with love and hatred
but god take me away
from the being I became
I feel jealous and give pain
I hug flattery and kiss tears
this is what you want me to be
full of pity and fear