Monday, 24 June 2013

Crazy Nightmare

 Writing can be done at any time. Writing clears my mind and brings a sense of accomplishment.  One can write anything that their heart desires. So here I sit writing at midnight about something that happened which was rather alarming for a short time.

Thursday, 20 June 2013


Even though you share the same name with countless people, it's just a name. God sent you down to earth to bloom and live out the life, regardless of the name you bear, for whatever name you bear doesn't matter. What does is how we live the 'me' in our name.

Sunday, 16 June 2013


I ran away from my dad during my teen years, I kept running away because he wasn't there for me, ever or either he used to scold me alot but I've come to realise that things have changed and I'm finally accepting the fact that they did change and for the better. Keeping those painful memories within me will not take me
anywhere that I will be satisfied with. I am truly sorry, dad I wish I can tell you that I'm sorry but I don't want to bring the past along here with us in the present. I am incredibly sorry for my actions which lead you to think that I hated you. I did not hate you I was just little angry with you because you wasn't there for me when I needed you the most but I've come to terms that you are trying your best to be the best dad just for us.I Know you have realised that you have us, your children, your soul, your heart, you care and love us in your own way you show us that you love us by giving us money, you were brought differently and you talk to us differently. Dad just now I have understood you, I've observed your actions and everything you feel became clear, yes it took me years to finally realise that truly you are a bird you fly away in your mind beyond your thoughts you place us in your nest that you have build for years and years and finally we are all in under your love. Yes dad, indeed you are different but what's different it's what sometimes best.

I love you with all my heart and I've finally come to where I've never thought to come because I have fought with all the bad, negative thoughts towards you and finally became a bird. Free.

Saturday, 8 June 2013

My best friends forever

I had two best friends as a child.
Our mothers were best friends, so we saw each other a good amount. We would do everything together - from playing in the park, to argue whether wishes come true, to watching movies.

Friday, 7 June 2013

My best prank ever

I usually hate playing pranks on people but this prank was best prank I ever played on any one.

Wednesday, 5 June 2013

Complicated Love Story

He was 17 and I was 16 when we first met in my cousin’s marriage. I really liked his cool dude attitude, then after few days he sent me friend request on facebook. I accepted it because His personality attracted me and even had a crush on him.

We usually did chat for hours each day. Then one day he asked me out and I said yes but I wasn't really up to it. I grew to love him though, and everything felt plain perfect. I knew I never wanted to lose him. We broke up and got back together a lot...but it never felt like he didn't want me. I fell for his friend. He found out and got mad but he said he still loved me. I got over his friend soon enough but I found out he was cheating on me. I cried for days and days, but I was too much in love to break up with him. He texted me telling me he wanted to talk, I got scared. He said he was cheating on me and broke up with me. We don't talk anymore...but I still love him...I recently found out he likes my friend Shefali...I just can't deal with the pain of that...I wish I could be with him again.